Friday, February 13

Running free together

Attempt three!

I've written a few non starters this morning, this one, hopefully will make the grade (also a change of subject will help!)


When Youngest was at senior school, I would walk up to the local nature reserve to meet him as he hopped off the bus. He would rather I collected him in the car, but I had a dog to walk (Moss) and a brain to clear (mine) so walking it was. The silly thing was, at the end of it we always had a good walk, time to chat and if the weather was good and the homework not too demanding, we'd end up in the cafe for a hot chocolate and put the world to rights.
I would try to get to the reserve earlier than needed so Moss and I could walk around before the bus arrived.  And, as you do, you get to see the same folk wandering around with their dogs too. There was an older chap with the most glorious head of white hair and the twinkliest blue eyes with his border collie.  We would chat as we passed each other around the paths.
Our first meet was to exclaim how alike our two dogs were as they were both strikingly unusually marked border collies. There were subtle differences however the similarities were impressive. Over the year of walking and waiting for Youngest at the bus, Angus and Zack were regular ports of chat each afternoon.
We, Angus and I, often wondered if our dogs came from the same breeder as they both had the white face with a large black 'cape' of fur on their backs, Zack's fur was longer but they could have been 'cut from the same Border Collie cloth'. They were both failed farm dogs with good breeding, had professional sheep dog training and came from the same area. Their gait and their behaviour were incredibly similar and although Zack was two years younger than Moss - they could have been litter mates.
Moss died roughly two years ago - her liver riddled with tumours and her heart failing - she was only ten and it broke my heart.

Zack died two weeks ago - of the same disease......... he was ten. 

I found typing that last sentence hard - I know that Angus will be as devastated as I was. A mutual friend commissioned the pebble, I was going to deliver it to her today, that will have to wait - It is a bit of a blizzard out there - Willow might just have to hang on for her walk a little longer. 

Not that I think she is fussed about at the moment as she is asleep in her bed underneath her duvet .... spoilt? 

Not in the slightest...









10 comments:

  1. Your pebble again is perfect, both daughter and myself cherish our's.

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    1. Thank you so much Marlene - knowing that is very special x

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  2. It is devastating when we lose a member of the family and I felt your pain when Moss died. She had such a wonderful life with you. I think about the saying (and I don't know who said it) that grief is like a rucksack - it may get lighter, but we carry it with us. Our late Queen had it right - Grief is the price we pay for love. Your painting is a lovely memorial to Zack.
    Willow looks very cosy - it's the best idea on these grey, rainy days. I think we are due some sunshine tomorrow but also snow!
    Best wishes
    Ellie

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    1. The rucksack analogy is perfect. I shall keep that. thank you x

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  3. Beautifully written and what a gorgeous portrait - it brought tears to my eyes and I didn't even know the dog. (I would like to publish your 'bit of waffle' on my blog but it's up to you. If you're happy for me to do so, I will publish it. If you're not happy, I won't!)

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    1. Thank you Belinda - I know you are feeling Ellie's loss and it still feels raw.
      no problem posting my comment - it was more of a chat :)

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  4. It didn’t take Willow long to train you! Those pups steal our hearts!

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  5. You do get to know lots of people when you walk a dog, it's like you belong to a club. I've missed that since Archie died, I still want to chat to people about their dogs but I feel like some sort of mad woman approaching people when I don't have a lead in my own hand. I think when you've been through the loss of a dog yourself you know the grief others will be feeling at their time of loss, it's so heartbreaking. I don't think Willow's in any rush for her walk.

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    1. Yes, it was the same when Moss died, you migrate towards folk with dogs particularly those with the same breed. I always had to say - I've just lost mine to explain my mad dog lady behaviour (sans dog of course)

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